just read a friend's blog. she had a dog and he is 13 yrs old.
so sad he is old and sick...
and they had to put him to sleep cos his health is becoming worse...
but is a relive to the dog as he is not in pain anymore...
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i am so scare of such things happen, tat why now i never rare any pets. maybe fish.
cos fish is not tat deep feeling into me..

i used to have tiny small pets.
and i cried over their death... really hard!!
some are really pets, some are weird insects.

1)the earliest thing i rare is a box of worms...
tat is for science project. then i keep them after the project was done.
me and my sis had soooo much fun w them!
u know the white worms for the birds to eat which u can get them at fish shop?
tats it! haha...
i use a food container to keep the worms! and how amazing they ate!! they eat non stop!!!!
me and my sis love to hold them on our palms!
i keep findin food for them.
from fish flack to raw veg and fruits!! ans they ate and ate.
soon they turn into a pupa!
its kind of scarly at 1st cos white soft shell tat can move and wiggle when u poke it. haha...
soon they come out of their shell and become an insect.
till now i dont know wat is it. its like a kind of bettle.
i am not scare of them cos they DONT FLY. so i kept them. some die on the process and kana eaten. most of them live and become pupa.
weeks pass and they become less and less worms and all turn into bettles!
i kept and changed their box. and kept them clean. cos they dont smell like worm. they are much more cleaner. and i puke dry leave for them to hide.
me and my sis spent so much time at the kitchen playing w such stuff tat 1 fine day my mum storm into the kitchen and throw the whole box into the rubbish chute!!!!!!
YES! i cried! sob........................................................................
myyyy petsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...........................
i grave for abt 3 days i think...

2)my cousin gave me 2 hamster, i think juan might remember them cos they BITE!! i had to wear glove to touch them. and a few time juan fling the hamsters so far away after it bite her finger! omg! lucky they still alive!! haha.
in the end its my mum who take care of them.
she really take good care of them!
she is puting effort we can see tat.
feedin them w cubcumber everyday. buy stick for them to chew on and bath them every week after tat hair dry them!! haha...
after they died then i know hamster should not be bath w water! and cant feed them w cubcumber! oh no!
soon the hamster i think 1 of them is sick. and died soon. and them my mum nv say anything but wrap them into the newspaper and throw them down.
then after tat she become v angry, she said i dont like such things to happen , next time u dont bring pets home!!!! can see she is v sad and frightened. her fear turn into anger. i did not cry cos most of the time its my mum who take care of them and they bite... so they dont leave a good impression on me...

3)my xiao bao!!!
its a present from hubby at my 24th bday or 23th? forgot liao. i was preg w ryan tat time. and hubby spent most of his time at work some time did not come home at all.
so he bought me a hamster which i choose myself and this dont bite!
its cost hubby abt 80buck for the hamster and its food,wood chips, bathing sand, roller so it can play on it. etc...
hubby said:"its can acc u when i am not around to prevent u from thinkin so much..."
we tot of names for the hamster.
yuan bao is the name then hubby add on, ok, yuan bao la zhu!
WAH LAU!!!stupid hubby.
then i finally name him, XIAO BAO!
i took care of xiao bao and juan they all love to come my hse play w him.
then finally 1 day i moved to my parent hse. then i bring him over of cos.
no place in the kitchen to put and my mum put it beside the window.
after 1 week later or 2 weeks, my mum call when after having lunch w my boss and she drive us back to office, mum called say xiao bao die!! i was like so emo!!! cry and cry...
my boss tot wat is it? then i say my hamster die..
out of no reason!!!!!
then my bro told me, he is begin sai si!
cos the sun shone beside the window and so hot. might be this reason it die.. wah baing... i am so sad..
so sad so sad...
blaming myself for puting him to be side the window...
after this happen... i rare noting...
expect my children now...
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